Dissatisfaction at Seven AM
There are forty-two
butts in this tray.
None
of them are mine.
I am more careful
of my poisons,
more
of a white bread and mayonnaise
self-harmer.
Ferns on my
windowsill trace
hieroglyphs
in this morning’s
condensation,
signing
“Feed us, it is spring”
Reaching through
what is possibly
magical air
I trace my finger
through the dust
motes softly landing.
“not until the aloe blooms”.
The cat mewls,
curling on the carpet,
a commentary,
like steam rising from
this cup of coffee,
not my favorite
eye-opener
but the one
I am forced to drink.