This process

of self-knowing

self-healing

self-discovery

Feels like the universe inside

shattering my being

fragmenting

the opposite of a black hole

BIG BANG

Sun pulling me out

Make friends

Be social

Create art, create music

Moon dragging me in

Softly crying

Whispers

Head under pillows, comfort

The planets

All off orbit

Retrograde what??

Crashing

Learn more says Mercury

Love more says Venus

Run more says Mars

Explore more says Jupiter

Work harder says Saturn

A cacophony

Splitting m/e apart

I can’t

I’ve lost myself